Anxious Paranoid

 
Written by Nadine Oraby |
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I am an anxious paranoid

My fear overwhelms my mind

My heart is filled with pain,

And I hear an inner voice

It is in my head and it makes so much noise;

I am troubled with all this worry in void

It aches me in day and hurts me at night

Anxiety does not leave me alone and I feel so tired;

I over think too much and my thoughts cry

It is so difficult for someone with a heart so fragile,

To feel deeply everything one at a time

My soul dances when it’s all alright,

But when things become different a slight,

I die deep down inside

It’s always sunny at noon but dark and sad at night

So lonely I’m left a victim of my worry that is so wild

I feel the agony and sit all quiet

It is a feeling that is so infinite

I’m captured and captivated so tight

The only thing I am accused of;

Is love my favorite crime

My soul left my body and flied

And it found home in my soul mate’s life

I don’t exist without being by your side

I never rest until I know you’re fine

My heart burns and my mind’s on fire,

If I couldn’t hear your voice for a while;

Because you are my second half and all mine

I wish nothing in the world but to see your smile

Keep me yours forever and soothe my fear like I’m your child

Forgive my impatience and when I lose control,

My anxiety is just limitless and it is so wide..

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Author: Nadine Oraby
I am Nadine, I am Egyptian and an English Literature TA at University. I am an English and Global Perspectives teacher at an International school. (IGCSE). I am a poet and writer. I write articles and scripts for YouTube channels.
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