I like
I like to walk alone
Because when I'm alone, I get to be me
I like to laugh alot
Because when I laugh, I mask my pain
I like to walk in the rain
Because in the rain, they can't see my tears
I like to lie in the dark
Because in the dark, I cry myself to sleep
I like to say sorry
Because by saying sorry, they'll see I'm nice
I like to listen to them
Because if I don't, they won't like me
I like to joke alot
Because when I am serious, I'm invisible to them
I like to hide my feelings
Because when I'm vulnerable, I get hurt alot
I like building up my walls
Because when my guards are down, they see right through me
I like saying 'yes' to everything
Because when I stand up for myself, they weigh me down
I like sitting by myself sometimes
Because only I can comfort my bleeding heart
I like being depressed
Because depression makes me feel sad and when I'm sad, I smile
I like making people happy
Because I don't want them to feel what I feel around them
I like calling unto God
Because only he keeps the suicidal thoughts away
I like
I like
I like till I hate.
I like hating people
Because when I love them, they never love me back
Why do I like?