Because you see this big heart
It's open for everyone
But I've reserved that one special part
For my special someone
That person who sees my extras but still stays
And by extras I'm not talking about sex
My childishness, my moods, my emotions, my linen's stains
The fact that I can be strong most of the time but once in a while I need to flex
And in case I sprain, will you care?
Because I don't get too comfortable with everyone
So if I'm open, free, needy, annoying, emotional and always there
I'm not taking advantage of the fact that we are becoming one
I'm trusting you with a piece of me that I've protected from pain and hurt
So please be patient with me when it comes to love
It's the new language I'm teaching my heart
And this bubbly, childish, annoying habit is all I have
But in case I'm too much for you
Please walk without thrashing my little pump
Don't lower my self love or esteem too
Because in my throat will grow a big lump
And my pillow will feel the soak
And the echo will swallow my sobs
And tick tock, tick tock will go the clock
And I'll finally heal, build up my walls and higher my knobs
But that special moment we once shared
Will forever be dead and gone
And this big heart will forever be scared
Of the pain being reborn
So don't ask me why I changed
Don't ask me what happened to us
Don't ask me why around you I'm deranged
Don't ask me why nowadays I ignore and pass
I grew up
Just like you wanted me to